Bad thoughts. Why are they there and how do, I banish them.?

Why do these bad thoughts not leave? If you must know these bad thoughts center around sex and violence. Over the past year, I went off the deep end and before I started to get my life back, I would look at very bad thing on the net. Things like milf porn, incest port, rape porn and bestiality porn! I have no idea why I looked at them but not they will not leave. They came back a few days ago aft being gone for 2 weeks (that鈥檚 the longest have gone and every time becomes longer!) as for the violence, I have though about killing my whole family, people I don鈥檛 know as well as torturing people. Normally I think of killing people and no worry but some times, they become so powerful that I get depressed and that leads to the nasty porn. In addition, after the porn I think of doing my mother and cousins or having gays ex with a few of my friends. Why do these bad thoughts come and why can鈥檛 I become good again and not have them! I go to a hospital in a few weeks and I am hoping I can get them to have a psychiatrist when I see the plastic sugen. What do you think? What could be wrong? Why?

Firstly I must tell u that what is god and what is bad u only decide.

I dont consider sex as bad. And abt porn u see, Its not bad.

But if u dont wanna see that try what i say.

First beleive in ur self. People do lose confidence in themselves. Dont be one of them. Think u can do it! Try to be haapy (Happiness does'nt mean everything perfect but to look beyond imperfections). When u will be happy u will think abt some thing else.

About violance do think that anyone else can also kill u!

We are all born as sinners. Because we all sin. I do and you do. There is good news though. Jesus Christ came to this world to become a sacrifice and die for your sins and mine. He had no sin.

When Jesus died on the cross, God provided forgiveness for our sins if we accept Jesus as our personal Lord and Savior. God says we must repent (turn away from our sins). Jesus is alive and lives with God in Heaven. Jesus sent His Holy Spirit to lead and guide us through this live. He also gave us the Bible, which is God's Word to us.

If you will accept Jesus and His way into your life and mind then, He will forgive you. You don't have to be perfect. He loves you just as you are. Right Now! Then STOP watching the filth. Satan is using it to mess you up. God will help you. He loves you.

God bless you as you turn to Him for forgiveness and help. Remember He loves you right now. You are precious to Him.

i have bad thoughts too mostly about killing strangers they havent been bad since i got on medicine for me they diagnosed it as psychotic tendecies that could be your problem the best thing to do is see a psychiatrist