Schizophrenia ...?

What should I do about these.. I can barely live anymore, I can't sleep at night, I have so many thoughts going on its killing me... I've been told i'm Schizophrenic by counsellors and friends.. I'M GOING INSANE INSIDE, theres so many things happening right now at home :( and now this, and a million other things are taking control of me.. I always get this feeling that this one person is watching me.. this sole person.. its .. strange, and I hear their voice telling me what to do, it tells me to kill people I don't like, or kill myself if I can't deal. Its getting out of hand, I lay in my bed with so many things going on ready to explode.. I've self harmed before, and got talked to by Social services.. I stopped, it lasted for about 4 months, and.. well has returned.. i dont know why.. i cant live like this.. I was going to jump off a local bridge but someone called 911 and they came.. so I ditched the site, not knowing what to do.. I dont wanna do this anymore.. im almost to the point

I'm almost to the point where i just give up and kill myself. I tried self harm, substance abuse.. I still take part in those heavily, but Im ready to give in.. this is a fight that im to weak to gain control of.

Please, don't hurt or kill yourself. Your case is not desperate. Do you know that there are more people than you can think of, who love you and care for you and would be pleased to assist you. Why not talk to them either face to face or even through the net. One link I have found is: http://groups.msn.com/SchizophreniaSuppo...

However, I think that you should seek medical assistance as well.

I wish you good luck.

Please, please go right now to your closest hospital and walk into the Emergency Room and tell them everything you have just said in this email. Tell them you are seriously considering hurting yourself or other people. You need help from a Doctor, not from people on the internet. Log off your computer and go RIGHT NOW.

YO. i have the same ******* problem. i cant go to sleep cuz i think a demon is inside me and whenevr i close my eyes, i feel it saying , "im goin to kill u boy" or sumthing like that.

i cant even get into all the **** that i think sometimes. i tihnk i hear messages frrom the TV. ive even heard messages about the universe frrom "Family Guy"...

from reading your thing, i started thinkin that television had subliminal messages and that teenagers are being programmed to kill themselves..i have thought up COUNTLESS conspiracy theories about almost ANYTHING u can think of... i dont even remember what the point i was trying to make was when i started typing this thing. and now i hear music in the other room and now i forget what im thniking...

u shud just READ up on schizophrenia and other stuff... i sometimes think my "mental illness" is actually God talkin to me, and whether they say that its all in my head...JUST CAUSE DOCTORS HAV A NAME FOR IT DOESNT MEAN THEY KNOW WAT IT IS...

who knows,. maybe all the people with schizophrenia today are really hearing voices from god and drugs are made to keep them down, this is a nother one of my conspiracy theories... i just saw a entitiy run across my hand.. . i always sing in my head because imy mind is constantly racing... im gnoa stop now cuz my hands are tired... READ UP ON THE SYMPTOMS ...and smoke weed as well...




and another thing. whenever i think of these theories, i seem to be able to fix with EVERY possible problem with it..but i can never seem to put it into words after..its like my mind forgets what it thinks right away, and JUST a while ago, after typing that, i came up with the fix that says, since i cant put it into words, this is gods way of making me kno that his message is for me and me alone.

seek medical advise or help from a mental health care facility for meds or treatment to curb the feelings from this circumstance

wish you well

Hey dude....
Sounds like you have a whole slew of problems going on there. What you need to do is stop and take a deep breath. You say that you hear voices that tell you to do things to harm yourself and or others. What you need to know is that you are in control of you. I agree with everyone else who says to get medical attention. You say that you have been told by others that you are a schizo. And what did you do with that?? There are millions who suffer with the same thing and there are people who can help. And if you really want it than go get it. The voice can only suggest things to you and might seem very persuasive, but in the end it's you who has the control because you either do it or not. I think you should go check yourself into a hospital that specializes in these types of situations. It sounds crazy but everyone in the world needs help at one point in time or another whether its from family or friends or whatever and there is no shame in that. You dont need to kill yourself, life is to great even in the worst of circumstances. I hope you get some help you seem like a nice person... Lots of Love

you know this is the first time I see this page and I never imagine there was people like you I tought it was only in the movies, don't get me wrong i actually wish you can find peace in your heart and to be as strong as you can and go and seek friends in a place where there maybe people that care for you such as a church or a social club where they won't have drugs nor alcohol,you know what I mean? i don't know I just hope you can solve this problem by means of strenght and love I think that loving God may actually help you more then anything, so please get close to God, and writte here so you may find someone to give you support little by little to get out of this situation...please don't go far talk to us, let me tell you, think about things that you can help with maybe help people that don't have any one to love them such as elderly in convalecent homes or somethings you can help with maybe helping poor kids in other countries by sending them a few dollars and put yourself a goal of caring for one of those less fortunates then you.please think that there are someone out there you can help instead,please ok? ok!!! writte to us again and tell us how you're doing ok? ok! bye and May God Bless You

Please seek help at once!