My sister and brother are crazy. My sister is a drunk and my brother is a bipolar dop head. I just hate?

being around them. My sisters husband also is from the penetentay. They are sarcastic and they think they can wop the world. My brother has been in the penatentry and my sister i don't know how she gets out of it has almost went. Every time i'm around them i get so mad and evil evil thoughts comes into my mind. My blood pressure spikes and my voice gets all squeky. They railroad my dad and no matter what you say he stands up for them saying they don't know any better. I want to runaway from home ,but i am trying to earn a bacholars degree and am carrying a full load in college and have no where else to go. I thought of suicide ,but i don't want to committ suicide. I' ve been trying to avoid them but they always come around asking how i'm doing. What should I do?

I'm not trying to be a smart a$$ or anything, but seriously, if your brother is bipolar (so you have a genetic pre-disposition), and you are talking about *committing suicide*...don't you think you could possibly be bipolar too? I'm serious, just think about it. Also, let me add that excessive irritability is another sign of bipolar disorder.

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go live with a nearby aunt that you like or you and a couple of friends can rent an apartment and spilt the costs...

Time to move out while you still know everything. You owe your self your own place, Just think you being on your own means no drama!

If you lay with dogs, you will end up with fleas.

They are rubbing off on you and taking up your thoughts.
Get out. Go away. Find somebody better and leave them with their own world domination plans.

They suck and they will keep bringing you down as far as they can until you have know way of climbing out.

Screw em.

Does your college have dorms? If so, try moving into them. Or else you could move in with a friend...your not in a good environment now...don't let them bring you down!

First of all.

Please seek help elsewhere. Not here. PLEASE. It sounds like you are dealing with alot of personal, family, school issues. I dont blame you for feeling the way you do. But, you should probably try and talking to a professional. I would start going to the counseling office at school. Confidential and Free.
I can probably recommend a billion other things that could possibly help you, but I am not. I think that you took the first step already. You are obviously smart.
Just think that things could be worse. Good luck and I wish you the best and your family.

You know well what to do... First invite them over... Grab a knife... and...... then.... you know what...... JK Just ignore them and don't give them any reason to communicate to you. If you show no absolute interest when they are talking to you they well slowly get irritated and go else where for attention. Get a friend of yours and try this out (It may seem a bit childish) First look into your friends eyes and tell him or her a funny moment in your life when something stupid happened. Make the story at least 3 minutes long and look your friend straight in the eyes. Heres the catch. Your friend can't make any facial expressions or say anything other then I'm listening. They also have to keep a completely straight face. See how hard it is with to continue a conversation then do the same thing your friend did to you to your siblings but make sure they at least know that your listening to them. So they will become very irritated and go to someone else to talk to. Or they will ask "Why aren't you listening to me" and you can say you are but don't make it seem like a game. 80% of all communication is down through our facial expressions not speech. But don't treat it like a game. It my ruin your social life with them but you just want to get away from them. Right??? I hear this also works with dogs. They go nuts.

--Move.

--Don't answer the bell/knock.

--Find a bf or a gf and spend a lot of time at THEIR house.

--Spend a lot of time at the library.

--Move into the dorms, it will probably make it hard for them to have access to you there bc of security precautions.

--Get used to the thought of being an orphan and only child until you have good, mentally healthy friends and can form yourselves into a "family" circle until you can

--Start a family of your own with a good spouse and become a part of THEIR family.

Get busy. You got work to do.

I think you are probably developing mental health issues yourself and so you are less tolerant of others (irritable) and more stressed out all the time. Bipolar does seem likely, the illness alters the way you think and you usually don't even realize it. Plus, your family members probably ARE out of line. That's the dynamic of a family with a lot of mental illness in it. And your dad loves all you kids, and he apparently isn't a tough love kind of guy. You probably will do better to get your own place.

Personally, I would recommend finishing out this semester, getting a job, and moving out. Maybe you have to take off a year of college, but it's worth it to reduce the stress on you. Or maybe take fewer credits next time. If it takes 5 or 6 years to get thru school, so what? If you don't have mental illness now, you will get it if you really are feeling trapped and desperate (and you do have a genetic predisposition). You will most likely get along a lot better with your family because you won't be around them all the time. Obviously your siblings love you because they ask about you and want to see you. It would do you well to remember that, even if their lives do seem to be way off track.