Scared parents will die?

There would be times i would be playing a game and i go, If i dont win my parents are going to die. I mean i dont know why and i say to myself id rather die then that happening. I dont know whats happening i want it to stop. I love my parents and now im always worried .

Oh my god! I thought i was the only person who did that!! The whole game playing thing. My mom was sick over the summer (took them 2 friggin monthes to diagnose it as depression!), and every move i made, i would think "if this happens-she'll be fine, if it doesnt-she wont". I guess it was because i was looking for a sign she was ok. I suggest talking to your parents about your fears. It really can help. Once, over the summer, i suddenly was very sure my mother had cancer...I broke down crying in the dark on my bedroom floor. I cried for almost an hour, then my mom found me. She talked to me, and it helped a lot. I was also worrying that my dad would die too, even though he wasnt sick. I was letting my fear get ahead of me, worrying about extremely unliekly things. And it wasnt doing me any good. Just relax...No one knows what will happen in the future, and fear is the path to darkness. Love your parents, dont ever take them for granted. If god knows you value and respect them, its unlikely they will be taken away. Email me at mmgirl_12@yahoo.com if you ever want to talk, since i've been through almost the same thing.

Antonio, I assume you are pretty young. It is natural to worry a little bit about your parents, but you are clearly worrying too much. You need to talk to someone about this anxiety, as it is not good for you to be "always worried". Also it is not healthy to be thinking about death and dying all the time.

Go to a school counsellor if you don't want to talk to your mum or dad.

It sounds like you've got a slight obsessional problem. Most youngsters have these kind of thoughts from time to time, it's just that you're probably more the anxious type, and this is playing on your mind a lot. The reality is that it's extremely unlikely that your parents will die, and that gradually, you'll grow out of this.

I know you're worried but you don't have to be.
There is absolutely no way your parents will die because you don't win a game. I promise.

If you're having these thoughts, you need to understand that it isn't your fault that these thoughts are happening. It isn't something you can just stop thinking about. You should talk to someone. If you don't want to tell your parents, you should talk to a school counselor or a teacher that you trust. They will help you with it.