Hi there.
You certainly do have anxiety, and given the information you write here, these are big reasons for you to feel anxious, frightened, and unsafe.
It is a scarier world out there than w...
I am BPD, I have found the best thing is to just think positively when you are feeling dead inside. I know I sound like Tony Robbins but I am for real. You will feel a lot better if you just take t...