Is my mum(mom) to paranoid or am i the one with the problems?

When i take a shower i will stand there looking at myself for ages crying because im fat... I find the most stupidest things to make fun of (Eg:my shoulders are to broad.. my nose is to big, and my eyes are to squinty) or something along those lines.. Im really depressed about my weight and at the moment because i weigh 50kg and im only 15. i turn to drugs to help releive my pain.. though i dont think there is anything wrong with me.
Mum thinks im very body concious and that im having early signs of an eating disorder... But i eat like any normal teen.. i feel like im just another girl who hates themselves.

i BELIEVE my mum is being to paranoid about this situation.. can u please give me an answer to what u think?

Your mom is right to be concerned. Your attitude toward yourself could easily lead to an eating disorder. Besides, you admitted that you have already turned to drugs. That alone is a reason to worry.

I'm so sorry that you are going through this. Your mom isn't paranoid and although what you are feeling is somewhat normal for a 15 year old, it isn't a good thing.

Drugs will only make things worse. I've seen it too many times to think otherwise. I've been in the music business for almost 20 years and drugs only destroy.

You really should go and talk to a professional. The sooner the better. It's a pain, but it's really worth it in the end.

Only a Dr. can diagnose you with an eating disorder and if you say you are eating normal perhaps that is not the problem but it sounds as though she has every right to be concerned if you are taking drugs to relieve your pain. Please go talk with a Professional. There has to be a lot more going on since you are turning to the drugs. You do not want to become addicted to them and there a lot more healthy ways in dealing with things and there are people out there who can and will help. Sounds like your mum cares. You should be proud that you have a mum who cares as so many do not. Please take advantage of her being there for you and allow her to get you the help you need. You have your whole life ahead of you. I wish the best for you~

Yeah, you are just a lil too body conscious. 50 kg (110 lbs) is pretty normal for a 15 year old girl. Chill out with the drugs, because there gonna **** you in the long run, and dont be so hard on yourself.

you should talk to a counselor. from wat u told me, u sound like u are heading the wrong way. i think ur mom's right.

(i'm 13, not some annoying know-it-all adult)

Kimmy, you are the paranoid one. Never turn to drugs for any reason.
Quit looking at yourself in the mirror, just trying to find fault with your body, If you can't help looking, then find the things you do like about your body.

And as for the weight, do something positive about it...leave snax alone unless it's fresh fruit. Take helpings that are a bit smaller than usual ( and use a smaller plate) and never take "seconds".

I was there at your age, a year later I was feeling good about myself..

Don't focus so much on your body, go do something that you're good at and will receive compliments for. Build your self esteem,,,get good grades,,,you have the idea...now go for it!!