Should I go to a psychatric hospital/retreat?

I tried to commit suicide on thursday by taking fourty valium, I sometimes hear voices but I'm not sure if their mine or if someone else. I get angry really quickly and I still think about suicide the only thing is I love my dad and he is the only one I care about right now. he once said to me "When monika (the golddigger he was married to) Left if you weren't here, I wouldn't be here..." So Its hard.
I Don't know what to do, I just want to cry all day.
I Don't take meds I stopped about three years ago and managed but now... I don't know what do you think?

p.s I now know I would have had to take 500 valium to kill myself so don't be smart.

i took fourty valium and i was out the next day.

Um, you need professional help. Cymbalta is used to treat suicidal tendencies and for panic disorder ( panic disorder is what I'm on it for). You'll feel so much better. I lost 10 lbs on it. I still feel like I'm in control and not numb like the others. It's great. You should go to a doctor's office and talk about your feelings. Someone can help you.

If you're having any suicidal ideation, I would advise seeking help and or treatment. It is a very serious matter. Call a suicide helpline if you need to talk to someone.

if you tried to kill yourself from taking as many valium as you did, you would be IN a hospital psych ward.

I think you should at least go see your doctor and describe the situation...how you've been feeling, as well as the suicide attempt. He or she might put you on meds or refer you to a psychiatrist for meds. However, given the fact that you did attempt, he/she might feel that hospitalization would be the best option. Only your doctor can advise you what to do in this situation. But definitely see your doctor. I would also suggest seeing a therapist to talk about what's been going on in your life. You can find a therapist by getting a referral from your doctor, or just calling around to various mental health clinics in your area and make an appointment with one. However, make sure you are comfortable with whoever you see...if you're not comfortable, then you won't like be totally open and honest with the therapist. Keep looking until you find one you are comfortable with. But do get help of some sort. This is a serious situation. Hope this helps.

dude get help.................

open up the bible. Get close to God. You should sign into a psych hospital if you hear voices and are thinking about suicide.

you want to take your because you get angry fast .you have some nerve wanting to leave your dad he loves you but your to selfish to see it you only care about you..did you ever once think what this would to your dad did you!!!!!!!!!!! i think its time to grow up and face life and realise you have a father that loves you start by giving some love back to him

Dear Friend,
Remember that nothing is constant in life. The thoughts now in our mind will not be the same after a month. Just like the body gets diseases, our mind also gets disordered. We need to just bring back that to an order.
Also just see! when you are aware of whats happening with you and seeks others advice, It itself means that you are not totally in problem. I strongly believe you will smile all the day in the place of cry. Just follow what I share.
1. Start keeping your thoughts on paper. And also write what your alternate thoughts are.
2. Taking psychiatric medicines most of the times gives little side effects which can be avoided talking to the doctor.
3. Keep yourself engaged in some activity which you like.
4.God gifted you with all body parts in good health.Think about those who are handicapped? Blind? Dumb? Paralysis affected? You are far far better than them.
The strong nature of mind is we can bring it back to normality.
5. Meet good psychiatrist, not busy psychiatrist. Take your medication regularly and if any side effects, stop and share with your doctor.
You are a life to your father, not only that You are a part of this beautiful world. We don't allow you to be detached from the world which is ours too...we cant miss you, friend.
Take care. All the best.

i think it sounds liek you and your dad are the only peopel each of you have. make a dinner (cooking will reliev a bit of stress), and sit down with him. let him know that you have been feeling depressed (you dont necessarily have to mention suicide if you think it will upset him). everyone whose anyone has had those thoughts, and a few people have even taken pills...but knowing that it takes 500 vailum and only taking 40 in a suicide attempt is more of a drug situation...its almost liek you craved that high and it let you leave your problems for a bit. if it relly came down to it thought, i dont think you would want things to end. you have such a bright future...but you and your dad need to lean on eachother and talk. if you feel you need to go to a therapist and maybe go back on meds for a little while with the goal that you will slowly go off of them after you start feeling better for a little bit. i hated being medicated but getting myself grounded and getting off of them was a great accomplishment. going away to rehab or whatever is your choice, but i do think htat this is comehting oyu can overcome on your own with the help of your dad and maybe some friends.

Please work on your coping skills. Please care more about yourself. I have had several friends and family who have committed suicide at a young age. They are gone, but they could have lived their lives and made something of themselves. You are special, and you are very lucky to be alive and human. Spend the rest of your life helping other people. You are still around, take it as a sign that you should be here until you die of old age. Blessings