Weird question about disorders?

ok so lately i have been in some difficult situations (trouble wise with my parents and my grades are slipping) and i dont quite know whats going on. I cant fall asleep at night (i feel tired but its almost like i don't want to go to bed), I have had thoughts about how much my life sucks and i hate it and i just don't want to be here anymore. I just want to jump in the lake and get hypothermia but the weird thing is i want to get hypothermia just so my parents feel bad for how they have been treating me. I feel fat and i just want to eat all of the time. i fall asleep during the day. my grades suck. my dad kicked me out and i had to move over to my moms and we fight all of the time.
Whats wrong and what should i do!

The simple answer - you're a teenager and no matter what anyone says, this is NOT the best time of your life! It sure as heck wasn't for me . . . . It could be as simple as sitting down with your mom and telling her how you feel.

However, there is a possibility that you may be depressed OR you may be bi-polar. Since you are a minor, you will need to go through your parents to see a therapist or a psycologist (for insurance, payment and a ride). If this is too big of a step, talk to your school counslor, a different relative (aunt, uncle, grandparent) to start talking about your feelings. It's not easy, but you know what? Hang in there, you will get into your 20's and you will see how big of a lie it was that 'high school years are the best years of your life'. Your 20's and 30's are much better! Besides, if high school is the pinical of someone's life, they have a pittiful life as an adult!

I think your disorder is that you're a teenager and you're experiencing some very difficult things but they are things that many teenagers experience. Are you the oldest in the family? It sounds like your parents don't know how to deal with a teen (the first one is so hard; we don't have a clue either). Talk to some friends or a teacher or counselor you trust and find some activities that you enjoy, art, sports, something like that. It'll help burn off some energy, you'll have fun, and you won't want to fight with your mom so much because you'll have some positive things to talk about.

i would speak to your doctor or your mum and dad or anyone you can trust, to get your thoughts out

Look into Yoga. It will smooth everything out for you and it will help with your self image as well.

Get personal instruction if you can, but if not possible, pick up on the Yoga links in the Leap Over Web Clutter section of New Free Books. The first book on that site may be helpful as well. You can improve your own well being by doing something about it yourself. That kind of thing will help you the rest of your life... and may even resolve the problems you are speaking about.