I want to die.?

I don't have any friends, my real mom didn't want me, and my foster parents just care about their check. No one would miss me anway. Everyone would be better off if I just went ahead and did it. Only how can I do it that will work? Cause everything I think of I don't think would actually work.

"i want to die." isn't a question.

hi kate, it is not that bad , i too had the same feelings when i was a teenager , it is a phase we all go through , just don't give up and find some nice friends to hang out with , and soon you will look back at these days and smile :)

please don't kill yourself there are always other days of dealing with how you feel i have been there also believe me it does get better. there's only up from here. you're at the lowest point in your life now it can't get any worse just seek advoce from a doctor or counsellor about finding ways to cope or call a crisis line. please please don't kill yourself you would hurt so many lives forever. don't do it. chose to live and love. best wishes!

Don't kill the future you. Your situation will change so do the best you can to make it a better future.Life has its ups and downs so remember an up is just aroubd the corner.

Whatever way you do it your going to HELL! Be for real and get the Bible and calm down. You think by killing yourself things will be better for everyone around you your wrong. Besides if you were serious you would not have told anyone you would have already done it! You just need attention stop feeling sorry for yourself at least you have a roof over your head, clothes and a computer where you can talk and have tons of friends.

Oh Kate, I am sorry that idiots have made you feel like you were worthless, and that you dont count. But listen, I am a stranger, and I have compassion for you right now...because you are a child of God, and Jesus died for you, and for me, and also for the ones who make you feel so bad...Forgive them honey, and start living for your Father, ...the one in Heaven...He loves you, and would never want you to end your life.....Hold your head up high, and forgive them for their ignorance...Some day you're going to meet some wonderful man, and get married, and have a wonderful life...you are wonderful, and they are just terrible people....The Lord has something waiting for you, I just know it,..you can't intervene on His plans for you...please, don't even contemplate doing something for which you can't go back...Go to school and talk to a councilor, and get some help from people who really do care and want to help you if you reach out, and say your Prayers to God, through Jesus....to guide you and give you strength...little love, little one, please, ....don't you stop being the sweetheart you are...God Bless you darling...and to the Jesus hater who always thumbs down the Christain responses...some day you might try finding the Lord also.. he loves you too..

dude.. dont do it.. ur a teenager. we all go through the same sh!t.. trust me.. ive been through the same.. try and work things out. talk to new people.. get involved in sports at skool.. spends lots of time with your foster parents.. they are with you for a a reason.. trust me its not worth it to do anything stupid..just dont do it..try and work it out..

good luck man..

If you are posing then I have a lot of methods for sucide.
If you realy mean it,then dont try to kill you self,email me.Lets go out on a date.

What you have described , whilst heartbreaking is NOT wirth dying for !.Whilst your life may appear to you as not worth anything , compare you life to any millions in Africa or Chechnya etc.
You are feeling low for this reason , you allow others to make you feel worthless by concentrating on the Negative . Why not take that negative energy and say to yourself "F*** them I'm not gonna let them make me feel this way I'm gonna show them by being the best that I can be and in turn show them how happy I have made my life and myself." Once you change your attitude the rest WILL follow , it wont take days or weeks , it mat take months but the effort put into this attitude shift will come back ten-fold.

no you dont want to do that if youre life is as bad as it seems, tell someone, see if you could change foster parents and go to someone that you would be loved by, and you gotta make friends!!! be socible and even just a "hi" could work up a convo. with someone. Remember you can only live once, and you dont want to die, you gotta live youre life to the fullest

if youre asking yourself if you want to die, then you probably don't want too, thats why nothing seems to be working out for you.

honey, it sounds like you are really depressed. and you definately need some therapy and maybe medication also. so i would recommend that you get yourself into some sort of therapy as soon as possible

hun, killing yourself isnt going to do anything to help you or anyone. right now, life is trying to defeat you! trying to make you quit. Dont let life rule you, okay? You are the one thing you have 100 % control over, and you dont want to lose that! Talk to me, okay? Dont let life rule you. And its not about your foster parents or your biological mom or anyone else. This is about YOU. You are the only you in this world, and no one can change that no matter who they are or what they do. Life almost has you down. Make a comeback and show life and everyone else that you are not being defeated! Take care.

obviously you don't really want to die...or you wouldn't be on answers telling us, just hoping we will beg you to stop. and that s ok, killing yourself will solve nothing... i'm sure you have a great future ahead of you.... and it would be a shame to waste that. the situation you are in now will not last forever... don't give up and ask for help. good luck

hey come on...keep your self alive...remember blue skies, kittens, summer, Christmas, open fires, good movies, good books, God, the Beatles, trees....well it works for me when I feel down...please do not hurt yourself or worse!!!!

Nakibo is right! Things will get better. I was the same way, and I almost did it too, but ended up in a phyciatric ward of a hospital several times, which was actually quite nice and helpful. Medicine also helps, I'm taking some now. If you're parents won't take you too a doctor, ask someone at school or something to help. You might have some free medical coverage anyway - I don't think they make foster parents pay for the children's medical issues.

Volunteering might also help, as doing good things for other people (or animals!) makes most people feel better. I was thinking about walking dogs for a local animal shelter, something like that might be good for you!

I've really gotten over my feelings of wanting to kill myself, and you will too. Now I've turned my feelings of suicide into feelings of murderous rage towards others!!! lol - that was a joke, laugh, feel better!

You are a valuable person and loved by Jesus. Find a church nearby that will give you support. Your foster parents must care about you otherwise they would not have you.

Please, please try to find something to live for...talk to your case worker and them how unhappy you are, and how your foster parents are and maybe they can get you into a better home....I don't know how old you are, but I know 18 will come soon, if you stay busy with school work, take up reading and do all of it you can...It can transport you to other places, other times, it will help you to escape some from your own life....I'm so sorry you have been so mistreated, and unloved. It certainly isn't fair, and no one should have to go through what you are going through..Again tell your case worker you want to die...I guarantee you he/she will get you some help and maybe move you...Don't do anything drastic...If you really feel suicidal tell you foster parents or call 911. They will take you to the hospital and get you some help...Please, please don't hurt yourself, I've done it and it's not worth the extra pain it adds to your life.......Just get through tonight, in fact call 911 right now......take a chance that their is someone out there that wants and will help you......God Bless you, and keep you safe....All my thoughtssss......

You look cute kate nice picture. Anyway if you hate life your awnser is simple dramatically make a change if your foster parent don't care find someone who does move move go away.
Transport to a different city meet new people make new challenges if you have had a troubled past find similar people you can connect with if not still find friends you can connect with.
Make challenges stay healthy in body and in mind. You are an underachiever most people who are depressed are there bored.
make challenge commit to become successful and enjoy life.

hi kate, i have the same feeling.
can we become friends. lets chat on MSN
this is my email bluesoul_2@hotmail.com

Caitlyn my sister, please call the help line and get support, you are loved by so many you don't even know.

E-mail me through yahoo..

you've got a friend.

Have sex with an HIV infected person and do not get treatment.

You've done the hardest thing!

You've admitted that you should die!

I suggest that you do everything you've always wanted to do before ending your life in a way that lets other people know your pain.

Without being cliche. I recommend killing as many people as you can through "innocent" pranks and then killing yourself before they finally get you!

P.S: There ought to be more people like YOU in the world.