When I was 4 years old, I was taken away from her in a court room because she was unable to care for us. I remember everything, trying to run from the courtroom. I was put in foster homes. I also remember being taken from the house and taken to the country and going up to a house with no furniture in it and the man took me up the stairs and I have no idea what happened from then on. I do not remember leaving, nothing. about what happened there. I was told I'm blocking it out because it was so horrible. When I was 5 years olf. I was adopted by a Dr.and his wife. Everything was great till he died.
Then all of a sudden with everything that happened before that and his death I developed a social phobia. Every one thought I
was shy. I managed to get through high school. I always wanted to go to college.but could not., 49 years later I decided I have had enough. I was to take care of me. I was put on zoloft
I have 34 credits college e-mail ywcakaren@yahoo.com if you have a social phob Hey, I also had a tramatic past that happend to me when I was young. I too suffered from social phobia, but drugs didn't help. I finally stopped taking the drugs and just learned ways to cope with it, like reading magazines when at the check-out at the grocery store.
It does get a little better over time, but never goes away completely. |
