Unreality ?

so im 20 years old had every test done these past two months chest xrays neurological ecgs and blood from wrist paps physical ears check been to 12 doctors all say i have panic disorder and they gave me meds haven't started them yet scared to for the past four days ive been feeling unreality and im scared its a brain tumor what you think

The feeling of "unreality", as you call it, is one of the big symptoms of panic disorder. Why haven't you started taking your meds? Once you start your meds, you'll feel a hell of a lot better. You don't have a brain tumor.

try taking the medication.Then you can see if its a tumor or not.If it doesn't help,tell one of the doctors.

I think you should just take the meds. Doctors usually know what their talking about, and the meds might help. If you feel worse with the medication or if you can't function then stop immediately and get something else.

Start your meds as soon as possible. Stress depletes gaba and other chemicals in your brain. Don't worry about dependancy right now, but stay in your doctor's care. Hopefully they gave you something for immediate relief such as xanax and then something for long term use. Panic disorders are very common and you are not alone. I had all that while in a very difficult (to say the least) situation a few years ago. I don't sweat having to take meds. It just means my chemicals to feel "normal" are not there due to stress of some sort. Xanax or other will compensate for your lack and you will feel so much better you will wonder why on earth you didn't take meds sooner. I am saying a prayer for you today! Kim