Can someone help me please I feel as if I am losing it totally and on top of that I am Bipolar?

I need some help and I need it right now. Toay has been one of biggest disasters of my life. I am Bipolar and on disibility because of it. My roomate went out this evening. My boyfriend was spending the night with me (I am 46)while he was here everything started going nuts. My mom usually gives me my meds everynight. Well my mom is in the hospital sick with bronchial problems. My pregnant daughters boyfriend brought my pills off. About 15 minutes later I got a call from my mom from the hospital. My mother was screaming because I was babysitting (they don't want me to). I called my daughter to ask why she called my mom in the hospital to see why she called my mom in the hospital and got her all upset. After that my boyfriend got a call. His ex-sister in law died. She was also my best friend. I started crying and went to bed. My roomate came home and she was yelling at someone. It was my boyfriends brother in law. He was drunk and being obnoxious. We told him to leave

Being bipolar is hard and I feel sorry for what happened tonight but remember as I do"that this to shall pass" --Tomarrow will be better and soon this will have passed.
You just need to remember to take you meds because they are extremely important for you. Take care of you first.

Sounds to me like you have a very bad living situation and just happened to have a bad night. Just make sure you stay on your meds!!!!!!! They are the most importatnt thing to you right now.

Be good to yourself and remember that most of what happened will pass, but the bipolar is going to stay so you have to treat it never forget to treat it.

I am thinking that your living situation isn't ideal for someone with bipolar disorder and you shouldn't be babysitting with such a hectic environment.
If drunk people are there it's not good for kids.

o.k. i HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING GET AG-RIP OF YOURSELF AND GROW UP. I AM 46 TOO AND I HAVE TO MENTAL DISABILITIES, I RAISE TO KIDS AND NOW I AM ALONE BECAME INDEPENDENT TAKE YOUR MEDICATION ON YOUR OWN AND TAKE CARE OF ALL THE CA-OS THAT YOUR CODEPENDENCY IS BRINGING TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, BE WELL AND PRAISE GOD MORNING AND EVENING TO BE STRONGER THAT YOUR DISABILITY.

Ha Ha you can't be serious

please email me, seems we have some things in comon.