Am i going to die from this?

had a pap come back with epithelial abnormality, high grade squamous intraepithelial lesion, encompassing moderate and severe dysplasia and cis cin 2 and cin 3
I am so scared. this means I have cancer doesn't it? Did this get passed to me from my partner?

I had mild dysplasia and had to do a Total Hysterectomy to get rid of the precanercous cells. I had this done Dec 17, 2007. My doctor told me that the virus is still in my system. It will never go away. I was told that I will have Paps for the rest of my life. If the dyplasia comes back it will attack my only female organ I have which is my vagina which means I can get Vaginal Cancer. I want to share my story but other women are too embarrass to express their Dyplasia cause it's embarrassing to get it. I battled with my Dyplasia since Aug 2001. It can eventually turn into Cancer. Everyone doesn't understand the concept of HPV. HPV is a sexual transmitted disease. It can be passed from a partner. It can be passed by you without having sex with any person. There's a virus in your body that a percentage of women have that cannot be detected until it's too late. There's a percentage of women who don't have that virus. There's a percentage of women who do get that virus and get rid of it. It's our immune system that fails us. I had to do a lot of reading and research about HPV. It's the worse thing to get if you never had sex with any other person and the only partner that's been with you is your husband. It's so embarrassing. Here's a website you can go and research. Unfortunately, the only option you will have if you keep having these abnormal paps is a Total Hysterectomy. I had done four LEEPs which is a term that they scrape off the dyplasia cells. They take those cells and do a biopsy. All my biopsy never detected Cancer but having 4 LEEPs and no progress made. It was time for my final options. It was live with the Dyplasia and die or get the Total Hysterectomy at age 46. As you read I chose to live. I am ashamed of it but this surgery has made me a stronger woman. I see why so many Breast or any cancer receiptants survivors enjoy sharing their stories. This is why I shared my story. If no one believes me you can come over and see my scar of remembrance. I want to be a survivor of HPV....smile

A question like this can only be answered by a medical professional. See a doctor.

Hello,

Dysplasia doesn't necessarily mean you have cancer. The next step is to have a colposcopically directed biopsy of the cervix

no this does not mean it was passed on by your partner as even people who are not sexually active need pap smears and can get abnormalities.

more tests are needed. Evenif it is cancer it is not the end of the world the treatments out there do work and the sooner treatment starts the best chances of survival

The term "dysplasia" generally means precancerous.
This link goes into detail. I hope it helps.

http://www.gynalternatives.com/cervical....

Hang in there until you can ask your doc what it means. I understand, I had uterine cancer at 31. I know its scary.