Ok, stuggling with depression...?

im having a real tough time right now i just had surgery to have my tonsils out on monday... and i cant swallow anything including my bipolar and adhd medications... so im very cranky and cry at the drop of a hat, it would really help if u guys could give me some encouragement to keep going, i just want to give up right now and end everything and not deal with it anymore becauseim tired of hurting those around me because of my snapping at them because of my mood swings... plz if anyone can just give me some encouragement and kind words i would greatly appreciaite it

Thanx for ur support everyone, its really helping me cheer up a little, im crying reading this stuff lol, i just get so frusterated with myself sometimes cuz i feel so worthless and feel like im being an idiot by feeling the way i do.

Remember, these feelings will pass, and you will be well and happy again. Is there anyway you could grind up the medicines and drink them up with a straw?

Well, trust me, my life is worse than yors, i went to a funeral on valentines day. Can oyu believe that!?!?!?!? Then when i had to go to school the next day every1 was looking at me and on top of it, i didn't recieve any valentines!

I've been there and I understand what you are going thru. I will pray for you that your throat will heal quickly and you can get back on your meds. Love ya!

Don't worry my friend is having his tonsals out,
The best part is it won't hurt anymore and u get to eat icecreame after!

Get Well Soon.

When I get sad I think about the fact that every day (do some math, you'll find you have quite a few of these) is an opportunity for ANYTHING to happen.

So, which "anything" would you like tomorrow?

Ask your doctor if he or she can't give you shots or liquid meds.

i had my tonsils out when i was 30 !!! so know the pain you are in, and boy do i feel sorry for you, but it wont last long keep strong and keep smiling, you can do it,

life goes on, this will all pass, dont give up cause of a little hick up on the road

stay strong, im sure there are many people who care about you!, and would be devasted if anything bad were to happen

don't worry your family knows you can't take your meds, they may be upset at times but its not at you, they are just human and emotions and stress gets to everyone at times. this won't be the last time you'll see a situation like this so just know that your family will always be there for you.

oh kitty, baby <hug> c'mon babe you can take those meds, really, don't give up now sweetie you have rows and rows to go

Dont worry about your friends or family because they will stick by your through you the whole time so dont worry how you affect them.

There gonna be behind you no matter what you do or say.

well if anything is gonna make you feel better it is going to be a "i love you" from someone that doesn't care about ur "swings in mood" other than that, just smile cuz life sucks and ur probably living a better life then someone else out there in the world

You'll live. I mean, come on it's no that bad. You'll heal, things will pass and go on.

OK the tips:

Scream your problems out when it's raining hard and no one's around
Eat chocolate
Listen to music
Think of people less fortunate than you
Paint or draw
Go high and do things you've never done before
Read books
Sleep in
Play a few games and
RELAX Breathe in, breathe out!

Get well soon!

Dear time flies and always remember time is the best healer.
God gives pain to those only who are capable of handling it.
So just don't ride just GLIDE.

Poor Kitty...I'm bipolar too...all my life. God and therapy help, if you believe in Jesus hon, pray and cling to Him until you can get back on your meds...listen to calming and soothing music...read a good book that is really a page turner...what you need to do is keep your mind focused on anything but yourself and how miserable you are. Keep a journal and write out all your dark feelings it really helps and you'll find you don't snap so much...here, hon...a little gift for you to help cheer you up a bit...I don't know what your vocabulary is like so I'll write the meaning for a couple of harder words in parenthesis for you...I pray you get to feeling better soon...trust me, I know where you are, been there too many times to say. ~Love and God bless sweetie, Pami xoxo ^_^


The Dark
by Pami Jane Tennant
Copyright 漏 2/12/08

In the midnight hour
of endless dark...
Hovering haze occludes (occludes: to obstruct, or block light.)
myriad a'twinkling spark. (myriad--means many)
In the midnight hour
when most are asleep,
In creeps another darkness;
from which it hurts to speak.
In the stygian dark-- (stygian--dark, gloomy, hellish)
Imps come out to play,
tormenting heart and soul...
Fear not! Angels are on the way!
In the midnight hour,
of endless dark...
Jesus cleaves the haze;
sweet angels of mercy embark!
Starglow filles the heavens,
and filter into troubled souls--
giving us a quicksilver taste from;
The River of Life's healing shoals. (shoals...shallow water)


Get to feeling better!!!

Hang in there doll. I am suffering just like you, so i know what you go through. What I do is listen to music that soothes the soul or just dont talk to anybody, stay awake as long as i can and then thank God i finally had 5 inutes of peace.
Do something that will take your mind of your agaitation and feelings.
All the best

life is like a box of chocolates you never know what you are going to get... we all know that one , it is so true things can look so bad one day and the next be the brightest. when things are looking bad and I have had it up to here, the thing that helps me get past it is... every thing is temporary this will pass.Things could be a lot worse be glad it's your tonsils nothing serious. you will be over this soon and things will get better for you. even you know this so, cheer up, you have a lot of supporters.Do you know that you have a guardian Angel that looks after you?I know that this is true cause one morning I woke up and my whole side of my face was paralyzed . my husband took me to the Chapel to pray before taking me to the hospital he said he was only going to give me 15 minutes went inside the next thing I knew my face felt better when i walked out to the Truck my husband gasp he could not believe his eyes we went home it was all gone .Don't know if you believe in the holy spirit.... just try it what have you got to loose? It really did work for me you are loved even if you don;t know it. signed, a believer